Hello God’s greatest creations,
Today I just wanted to talk about what my season has shown + taught me and how I’ve been experiencing this abundance amount of peace and joy! As many of you may or may not know, I just got out of my season/storm of exposure! I say exposure because God was exposing me to things, I was so blinded by! Everyone’s seasons/storms are different, for me mines was more of an humbling + eye opening season, that I’m beyond thankful for! I’m also very grateful that I was able to go through this season to not only dig a little deep within myself but to also get to the root of why I just couldn’t let certain things + situations go!
In the beginning of my season, I didn’t quite understand why God was making so uncomfortable! At first I was super frustrated and felt like my life was completely over and that I was never going to come out of this storm because I wasn’t feeling like myself, I didn’t have any energy to do anything and I simply just wanted to give up on everything! For those first two months, I was a train wreck ready to crash at any giving moment! Then one day, instead of me constantly asking God why me, I started asking God to give me strength, patience, understanding, peace, exposure, signs, perspective and clarity!
At that moment I started to see signs, I started to get a new perspective on things I would overlook and one being forgiveness!! God told me to forgive those who have wronged me and to also forgive them genuinely! God told me I deserved to be free, happy, filled with joy and peace! God knew I was tired and he knew that inorder for me to experience this abundance amount of peace and joy, I had to forgive and let go! I had to start living + enjoying my life because it’s my birthright to be happy! God didn’t want me suffering, struggling and being filled with anger! I now fully understand what he wanted from me and that was to be happy and FREE!!! Free from pain, free from heartaches, free from axienty, free from bs and free from the PAST!!!!
Today I’m in an amazing space, today I’m filled with peace and joy! Today I can share my testimony with others and be a light to others and let them know that God is capable of turning your heartache into joy and FREEDOM!! You don’t have to be stuck, if you don’t want to be stuck!!! We all have options and choices to start living our lives in light and LOVE!! We don’t have to be trapped in darkness, because you know what? At the end of every tunnel, there is a way out and there’s going to be light that’s going to shine upon YOU!
Moral to the story
Pay attention + listen in your season, that’s the whole point of going through different seasons because it gives you different messages and perspectives on life!!! Seasons are temporarily, pain is temporary and heartache is temporary!! You can overcome anything in life, if you allow forgiveness and faith to be apart of your journey!! When you forgive, you GROW!! If you can forgive, you can do anything you set your mind to!!
When you’re going through something in life, don’t surround yourself around miserable comforters, they’re only there to keep you in your darkest moments!! They’re there to keep you stuck, they’re there to see you fail! They don’t want the best for you!! Period!! All I’m saying is to be mindful of the people you’re around, especially during your darkest moments!!! ❤️